Note: SFTAH transferred this from old data base when site was updated, thus date and name lost, all dates 2006 & 2007 changed during changeover to odd dates.the experience of the onset of motherhood have proved extremely disturbing..how could this be happening to me? any mothers of similar age (23) still perplexed by this phenomenon? daughter is three, still hasn't sunk in? i don't like it either; love my child, but this nonsense really isnt conducive to my peace of mind!! what do other autistic people percieve in the experience of breeding?